In Her Own Words - Jeff Bussure

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3/4/2013  "Ahh,...i was supposed to keep my hair short  He cut it"

3/4/2013  "I fell hook line abs sinker for Jeff  I would have done just about  anything to be with him  He knew what to say and do and he played me  like a damn fiddle"

3/4/2013  "That is the one that fucked me up the most..and still does  I had nightmares for a long time after leaving him"

4/7/2013  "My family hated what he was doing to me and the kids"

Feb 20th, 2013 "I don't sleep very well" / "I worry he will show up at my doorstep" / "He only knows I live in BR"

Feb 20th, 2013 "He knows where I work" / "He could've found me by now if he wanted to" / "He has either just been served or will be very soon" 

Feb 20th, 2013 "Only hid in my stairwell once" / "They were all for getting the hell outta there" / "Sad that they had to leave their pets"

Feb 20th, 2013 "Done enough hospital trips..sorry" / "No offense...6 surgeries w my soon to be ex" / "Yeah....and prescription drug issues"

Feb 24th, 2013 (hubby #3) "yep. I learn from my mistakes" / "not always very quickly but...eventually"

Mar  1st, 2013 "(talking about marriage #2) "Someday..just not ready yet" / "I told my girlfriends just a little one night...they flipped" / "It wasn't even all of it"

Mar  4th, 2013 "Ahh..I was supposed to keep my hair short" / "He cut it" / "That's one of the worst areas" / "I can't really go there yet, but beyond control freak...yeah"

Mar  4th, 2013 (photography) "No so much :(" / "He kinda ruined that for me too" / "It's still there, still want to" / "But put it away for awhile"

Mar  9th, 2013 "Jeff was finally served" / "He called, texted, sent email to work..called again yesterday" / "I finally text him back...he didn't answer  err fucktard"

Mar  9th, 2013 "He has begged me to stay married to him" / "control issues" / "Plus I'm his third wife" / "Hello...yeah..flashing sign hit me right in the face"

Apr  7th, 2013 "Then had crazy dreams..some involving my current ex to be that scared me to wake" / "Embarrassed..wanting to be wrong..and I was stupid...still believed he loved me"

Apr  7th, 2013 "Like I said...you wouldn't have recognized me" / "My family hated what he was doing to me and the kids" / "But I was too close to see" / "I left a few times  I don't think he really believes I'm gone now"

 4/21/2019 "I didn't leave Jeff because I didn't love him...I left because i was scared... for multiple reasons"